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Hearts on call
READING AGE 16+
Nok Nok
LGBT+
ABSTRACT
The emergency room never slept. It pulsed like a living organism—flashing monitors, echoing footsteps, the low hum of fluorescent lights, and the quiet groans of pain. In this chaos, Dr. Mikael Tan, a trauma surgeon in his early thirties, was known for his calm under pressure. With his sleeves rolled up and a stethoscope perpetually around his neck, he moved like a man with a purpose, silent but sharp.
He didn’t talk much outside of clinical necessity. Colleagues admired him. Nurses respected him. Patients trusted him. But few knew the man behind the scalpel.
Except perhaps Dr. Leo Kim.
Leo was everything Mikael wasn’t. Cheerful, charismatic, and warm like the morning sun. As a neurologist, he had a different pace—measured, gentle, careful. He remembered names, birthdays, and once brought cake for a patient who had lost her memory. The hospital adored him.
And Mikael noticed him more than he should.
They had worked in the same hospital for three years, occasionally crossing paths in corridors or consultations. There were no grand exchanges—just polite nods, brief smiles, professional comments.
Until the night that changed everything.
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Chapter 1: The Storm
The hospital buzzed with the tension of an approaching thunderstorm. Patients piled in from a nearby car crash. Mikael had been in surgery for six hours, blood streaked on his gloves, eyes burning with exhaustion.
Leo appeared at the OR door.
“There’s a head trauma in Bay 3. I need your hands.”
“Vitals?”
“BP’s dropping. Pupils unequal. He's going fast.”
They ran side by side, the storm raging outside as if mimicking the urgency inside. The power flickered. Then—darkness. Emergency lights blinked on with a dull red glow.
In that chaos, they worked together for the first time like gears locking perfectly. Mikael stabilized the bleed; Leo managed the neural swelling. Their hands danced over the patient, wordless, efficient.
By the end of the procedure, the patient was stable. It was 3 a.m.
Leo sat beside Mikael on the bench outside the OR. Rain lashed against the windows. Both of them soaked in silence.
“You’re amazing in there,” Leo said finally.
Mikael blinked. “You too.”
They shared a look—too long to be casual, too short to be obvious. But something passed between them.
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Chapter 2: Shifts and Glances
After that night, they saw each other more.
A shared coffee before rounds. A quiet chat in the cafeteria. Consultations became opportunities. Every stolen moment built a kind of rhythm—one Mikael wasn’t used to.
Leo was like gravity. He drew people in with that easy laugh and bright eyes. But Mikael saw beyond that—to the weariness he hid after difficult cases, the way his fingers trembled after breaking bad news.
One night, after a long shift, Leo found Mikael alone in the rooftop garden.
“You come up here often?” he asked.
Mikael nodded. “It's quiet. You?”
“I followed you,” Leo admitted with a grin. “I wanted to talk.”
“About?”
Leo paused. “About how I think you’re incredible, and I can’t stop thinking about you.”
The words hit like a defibrillator.
Mikael stared, speechless.
Leo smiled nervously. “Too much?”
“I… don’t know what to say,” Mikael whispered.
“Say what you feel.”
Mikael looked away. “I’ve spent my whole life hiding how I feel.”
Leo stepped closer. “You don’t have to with me.”
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Chapter 3: Quiet Days, Loud Hearts
Their relationship grew in shadows.
Not because they were ashamed, but because the world still made it difficult. A hospital wasn’t always a safe space—not for two male doctors trying to hold each other’s hand without whispers following them.
So, they carved out corners of the world.
Breakfasts at dawn before shift. Notes slipped into lockers. A kiss stolen in the on-call room after midnight. Their connection deepened—not built on lust or adrenaline—but on shared fatigue, vulnerability, laughter.
Mikael started to open up. He told Leo about his family back in Singapore—how they still didn’t know he was gay. How his father wanted him to marry a woman and carry on the family name.
Leo, in turn, shared stories of coming out at 22 and losing half his extended family. “It hurt,” he said, “but I gained myself.”
One evening, Mikael said the words he never thought he’d say.
“I think I’m falling in love with you.”
Leo didn’t speak. He simply leaned in and kissed him with a tenderness that said, I’ve been waiting to hear that.